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laneisar — Tue, 06 Jul 2010 22:26:50 +0000

my parents are my parents.

theyre crazy, and stupid, they dont know the first thing about me.

they think i’m the most innocent angel.
they think i HATE alcohol.
when in reality i love it.

we disagree on everything. they’re old fashioned and set in their ways, and i am not.
but i love ‘em. they’re my parents.

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laneisar — Tue, 06 Jul 2010 06:06:39 +0000

Crush.

stupid fucking word.

i don’t really have a “crush” because i’m not 12.

i have a few people i enjoy talking to, or looking at

one dude is mega cool. i enjoy talking to him, he’s funny. not my type physically though, which is a damn shame. or is it? he reminds me a lot of that fagget. its because all naples guys are the same. the exact fucking same. i need to get outta here.

then theres the two basketball dudes. they’re both really hot. but i’m bored with both of them already. one isnt nearly as good in bed as i thought he would be. what a waste. not to mention he’s kind of a pussy. & the other one i don’t really know, but he seems like trouble. so i’m staying away for the most part.

but i seem to love trouble.

ahh then there’s the other one. the . he’s whatever. we used to be friends. then we had sex anddd now he’s like whatever. just there for whenever i need ‘em.
you know what i fucking want?

i want the whole damn package. i want him to be hot as hell, and smart, and intellectual
open doors, you know, old school. fucking lay down his jacket for me to walk on idk. I want him to have REAL dreams instead of wanting to be an NBA star or a fucking “undecided major”. i want spontaneity, and amazing sex. I want him to be loyal and honest. maybe then, just MAYBE, i’ll have a fucking crush. until then fuck that. love ‘em & leave ‘em.

man i sound horrible. but i dont even care, that’s the worst part.

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laneisar — Tue, 06 Jul 2010 05:52:20 +0000

best friend. oh how i love thee. we just got done skyping. we do that shit and talk for like 20 minutes and then we do our own thing. but i like it.. its comforting. its like having you here with me when you can’t be. ah, technology. you’re the best friend anyone could have. we’re both the same in so many damn ways. both fucked up beyond belief. but its okay, cuz we’re STILL better people than half the people in this shit hole.

you are the only thing constant in my life. thanks for that.
consistency. that’s what i need. & you provide it.
thanks for teaching me how to do underwater summer saults/handstands.

we both are like guys. can’t be serious for too long. heaven forbid.
fuck all these people man. we dont need ‘em.

anyway. i love going to your house. and eating the same thing every morning (not sarcasam)
and the smell of your house. and your gay ass dog. (who i really kinda like. kinda)

im not sure if im supposed to describe you or whatever but i dont really give a damn im just going to say whatever comes to my mind when i think of you.

you’re really pretty. wayy prettier than these other naples bitches (bahaha, get it?)
I wish i had that thing you wrote for me for your quince. one of the very few things in life that made me cry by listening to it.

we’re pretty much soulmates. i was thinking about that the other day
how maybe we’re never going to find anyone (meaning husband) to complete us the way we complete eachother.
like.. we’re so lucky to have our friendship, that it’d be fucking unfair to the rest of the world for us to have good husbands too, ya know?
maybe that’s what is going on.
but fuck niggas get money right?(which is why we work together)
i’d take you over any bitch nigga.

we’re pretty broken, huh?

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laneisar — Tue, 06 Jul 2010 05:39:01 +0000

so. i’m gonna to do this blog, as a way to be able to open up more.. or something along those lines.

so i’m going to use this sort of guideline. each day you talk about a subject, and after that i guess you’ll be able to write about whatever and not feel like you have to censor everything or whatever.

so here it is. (i say so at the beginning of every sentence haha)

Day 1. Your best friend

Day 2. Your crush

Day 3. Your parents

Day 4. Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5. Your dreams

Day 6. A stranger

Day 7. Your ex boyfriend

Day 8. Your favorite internet friend

Day 9. Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10. Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like

Day 11. A Deased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12. the person you hate the most

Day 13. someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14. someone you drifted away from

Day 15. the person you miss the most

Day 16. someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17. someone from your childhood

Day 18. the person you wish you could be

Day 19. someone that pesters your mind

Day 20. the one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21. someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22. someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23. the last person you kissed

Day 24. the person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25. The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26. The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27. The friendliest person you knew for one day

Day 28. Someone that changed your life

Day 29. The person you want to tell everything to but to afraid to

Day 30. Your reflection in the mirror

yea.. don’t expect me to actually finish this.. haha but we’ll see.